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*sigh* i hate myself . why am i also being so careless . *sigh* today maths paper was ok . not really that difficult as i expected . but . have 2 careless mistake if not maybe i will be very confident that i will get 91 above . but now . nah . impossible . stupid me . keep having careless mistake . *sigh*


during recess time was soo funny . me ,farhan , shi min and dunno who . lol . forgotten . was talking . so funny . then i keep saying my maths my maths then farhan at there `` ok ok`` hhahah . then i told him the answer lor then he say aiyah i anyhhow do one . lol . then shi min and the who was at there saying `` sya sya sya`` only farhan kept quiet . hahaha . only me n him know why . lol . then i say to him `` you dare to say `` ahaha . then he at there keep quiet . hahaha .


arghh ! so pissed off n embarrse . why ? people are going around the school to spread things about me & sya . dun they have nothing better to do then spouting nonsense . arghh .


ok . this conversation damn disguesting . stupid Adam . -.- . always make me feel soooooo embarrase .


conversation between sya n adam .*******


Adam: sya ! i saw jo . last time u all go there sex sex in toilet . ( what the hell . so gross )

Sya: .......... -.-

**end of this disguesting conversation****



***conversation between sya , adam n euginia ****

Adam: anyone in your house ?

Sya: ........... *hack care him cause he know Adam will say something about me and him*

just nice euginia heard it***

Euginia: why you ask that?

Adam: if there`s somebody home right , maybe sya bring Jolynn home then they naked . then they go into the kitchen and eat without their clothers . (omg . how can anyone be so disgusting)


*******endd of this bloody disguesting conversation .******


i also heard from zi xuan they all that Adam keep saying this like me and sya went into the toilet then what i take off all my clothes then what what what . so stupid . would he just shut the hell up . i dun mind him saying things like ``sya leh?`` `` your boyfriend`` oh so on . but things like that i will definately ask him to shut the hell up . its just so gross . and guess what . now 6C whole class knows about me and sya . how they know? from Adam . he went around to spread . then i cant believe it . even sya himself went to spread around .

Adam i understand lah . cause he is not involve what so he will go around and spread but sya ? what will he get ? he will only get embrasse . whenever people sees him , they will go like ``jolynn `` ``jolynn leh`` ``your stead lehh`` . . . wun he feel embarrase ? why must he want the whole world to know bout me and him and whats more is that i didn stead with him . and people tend to misunderstood that i stead with him . -.- omg . if they want to spread right also spread clearly what . cause so many misunderstanding . arghh ! and this concerns bout me n sya . not me only but also sya as he himself admit that he like me too .

i hate it . now people from 6C (most of the malay boys) whenever they see me they will go `` sya leh ?`` ``sya sya sya`` `` why never stead with sya`` . this is what i hear from them everyday . standard line no change ! arghh ! they just irritates me . but people like zulhaily , amir , hafiz . . . . . *people from 5C last year* wun . they just will like `` you stead with him arhh ?`` or ``you like sya arh?`` then after asking me , when they knows whats going on between me n sya they will not be like ADAM ! terrible .


when i went to the toilet , actually i wun look into sya class but i heard them laughing so i look in and people like MUMMY , ADAM and EUGINIA and many more. . .. . . . were laughing at me . they look at me then look at sya then keep laughing . then i heard `` sya sya`` then also `` jolynn jolynn`` -.- . sooo irritating . haiya . then sya very embarrase . he pretend that he didn hear and see anything . if he didn spread things like today wun happen !

then cause after school me , dan ying , xuan , denzel , jun hao , gladys n euginia was talking about the thinggs which adam said bout me and sya . then later i say `` why sya will spread ?`` then dan ying say `` must be he like u what . if not for example jun hao like u but u dun like him you sure will not spread one what `` then later because euginia was one of them who laugh at me when i was walking to the toilet so i say `` u all keep laughing sia `` then she say `` everytime you go to the toilet then walk past our class right , sya will look at you then smile one .`` lol . yea meh . ahha . dunno . because i dun dare to look into their class already . i dun want the history to repeat . lol . then cause the whole group of them was talking bout me n sya . only jun hao didn so i say `` jun hao you dun believe them ok . tmr i branjal you`` ahha . then he say `` ok!`` ahahah .

then cause zulhaily saw me then he say `` you have stead right ?~` then i say `` no`` then he say `` dun lie lah`` . this is what i call misunderstanding . lol . let me make myself clear . i didn stead with sya . maybe i will but now i`m not steading with him . -.-

wahh . i still feel sad for my maths . haiis . stupid me making stupid careless mistake . tmr is mother tongue . will i get 1st in class like last year ? getting band one ? will i ? i say its impossible . nahh . i dunno . maybe i will . because i did put in effort . i spend my weekends studying my chinese and some maths . nahh . i dunno .
today i stay back for the longest . haha . cause talk bout sya they all . then while talking i heard someone shouting my name then i see is qi hong , farhan and haziq . lol . then when they walk over coz i was sad bout my maths so i lean against gladys then qi hong say `` jolynn too ashame to face us`` then i say `` shut up lah ( in a very nice tone . not those angry one) haha . then later han look into the drain then he call my come then i say what thing then he say inside have chieken egg . ahahahha . only me n him n qi hong know . lol . after saying he faster run coz he know qi hong will chase him !



tmr is mother tongue . i always have confident in this subject but not this year . why . all because of mr tan . i know i`m not suppose to blame him but its the fact . his lesson is way toooo boring .


wish all my sisters , brothers , friends , mummy good luck in tmr paper . especially him . jia you worx .



- you make me wanna go lala -

- did u mean your words ? i dun think so . sad . broken heart . disappointed .-





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